Misery Loves Company

               Back and forth you go each day between crippling fear and saving grace. Back and forth in sickening sway trying to side with what makes you feel safe.
                It´s troubling how you´re willing to take someone´s grace just in order to secure your own place, and even more troubling how you´re willing to give up faith just in order to fill some manly mandate.

                
                Can someone help me understand just exactly what´s taking place? I never did get if this was caused by subtle bewitching or self-loathing hate. How and why do you claim to be wise with your eyes oh so very full of despise? Are you even aware of what your price implies? Because it would seem that you yourself only pay with lies. You can´t even keep the same rules you seek to destroy everyone else with.
                Maybe it´s not intentional and I know we´re unconventional, but that´s no excuse to try and change us which deep down is actually an effort to cage us. What you´ve wanted from the beginning simply was to enslave us.
                Yet honestly nobody wants to be the company to your misery.