"Healing Exposure” > February 23, 2015
It´s an interesting feeling I have
growing inside – a desperate need to no longer hide.
For so long I thought that I shouldn´t be seen. I felt the need to hide a no-longer existing feign.
Long ago I let her go, but she still haunts me. The very fact that I covered her back gave her the right to taunt me.
I never wanted to speak out loud ´cause I didn´t want her to be real. I never let my demons out and my insides became their meal.
Yet
I realized that defeat is about exposure. It´s just the same as how healing is
all about closure. For so long I thought that I shouldn´t be seen. I felt the need to hide a no-longer existing feign.
Long ago I let her go, but she still haunts me. The very fact that I covered her back gave her the right to taunt me.
I never wanted to speak out loud ´cause I didn´t want her to be real. I never let my demons out and my insides became their meal.
I´m not saying that I need to speak in order to be healed, but moving on with life is a completely different deal.
It´s like leaving it behind is to stop acting like it´s here.
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